I can pretend to be indie.

it’s sad to say, that no one in this room understands me

I think today was one of the most perfect days of my life.

I wake up and i felt rested, i hadn’t slept properly in ages, but i felt more awake than usual, i turn over to check my phone, lily was already awake with a inbox on facebook saying ‘morning baby’ i stay in bed for an hour, drifting in and out of sleep. Knowing i don’t have to do anything. I knew i was seeing lily all day, so that was the only thing that motivated me to get out of bed. Mum was her usual moaning self, i blanked her out and made a bacon sandwich, then got dressed, tidied room and went and waited for lily on the wall where we always meet. She looked beautiful as usual:-) We had a little silly argument about where to go as my mummy was in and so was hers. Ended up going to this place we go, underneath a boat dock. It’s cute. We stay’ed there litterally all day, listening to music and just looking at eachother, it was actually so fucking perfect. She demanded to go home cause she apparently looked shit, so she went home got changed, we met again and then went back to the dock. It was raining now by the way, like pouring it down with rain. We didn’t care, we liked it. We got so fucking wet, but we lay underneath her coat and just talked and laughed and kissed and hugged. It was so fucking warm. When i finally lifted my head up for a bit it was dark, and it was still pouring down with rain. She looked so fucking beautiful. This was when i was texting my friend off her phone which was also playing music, and i wrote a text out saying ‘were just leaving’ and the song had just sung the lyric ‘im so happy’ and then the phone cut out, we were so fucking scared, it was pitch black underneath this boat dock. That was the first time i’ve ever seen her properly scared, she was the cutest thing in the world. Her voice was all high and she kept grabbing my arm really tight as we fucking ran so fast. We kept hearing whistiling noises and thought someone was following us. Ah, i can’t explain how perfect today was. No alcohol, no money spent on going somewhere, we stayed in leigh and just had eachother. I love her so fucking much

yourspecialcrush-cumberbitch:

The awesomeness in just one picture is almost just too much to bare.

(Source: scaredpotter)